I wish I could explain how this feels. To just feel completely overwhelmed by minor tasks. I’m talking to my mom about all this minor bureaucratic stuff I have to deal with for school, and she says, “I understand, it’s a hassle,” and I said “NO, you don’t understand and it’s not a hassle. It, on top of everything else, leaves me feeling completely paralyzed and weak and crying in bed all day.” I feel like such a goddamn loser, totally incapable and lazy. I need to go back to my doctor and fix this. ugggh, it’s so hard and I feel so weak and pathetic for even having to deal with it.